Half a bottle

Half a bottle of wine was not enough
but the whole bottle is too much. 

How quickly we, the broken, forget
our friends’ love, while the narrative of heartbreak
hardens into a truth we can accept. 

Eyes shut to sunlight and saltwater
in the Sound, the pine green disappeared
with the lines of a woman’s face. 

Half the night alone was not enough
but the whole night is too much. 

Let internalization end today, 
let compassion return to my arms
so I can help my brothers. 

The blindness is temporary
as color returns with force. 
Gold morning, red afternoon, blue night. 

Half a mind and heart is not enough
but I cannot offer more.